finally, 2010 came around and it's countdown to ORD!!! started the year with a hectic schedule...training and more training for the big event, and then it went by juz like tat....didn't really realise it's already feb....which means, it is only 3 mths left...
although tis being CNY, it somehow doesn't feel like it....grandma not around is so different...normally the first day is always to her place first, eating noodles and cheng tng that brings good luck to us....but tis year feels so strange...can't go visiting so stay at home till lunch at my uncle's place then to my cousin's place for mahjong only....2010 is a new but lonely year....somehow i still miss my grandma...