finally, the last day of a sad year for me....2009 has not been great coz i lost my grandma...she has been so special to us all but she is no longer here...i just hope 2010 is going to be better alot...1st-I wanna freaking ORD(May 10), 2nd-I wanna get my drivers' license, 3rd-I wanna go back to study....but let's juz hope i end the year on a high note by winning the 3million TOTO draw...bless me grandma....