HAIZ!!! posting was rather crap....after the 1 wk bloc leave, thought go back and receive posting would be to somewhere more slack....alot kena driver lah, storeman, RP...slack like f**k...then i kena scout...i had scout interview before POP and i told the platoon sergeant tat i dun mind trying to be a scout...how i know...sway sway kena...so no choice but to go over support coy..first day there was rather sian...coz never hoping to get...but got the ps interview, where i told the ps i dun wan be in scout...he also reject me coz my 2.4 timing was like crap....somehow i feel relieve lor....but had to wait till thurs then can know if posted back to alpha or out of camp....so LLST have to wait lor....then how i know is tat yang coming over take over my place...enlistment we not in the same coy....after posting thought got chance but sway sway, he is come to take over me..sian ar... then thurs i know i go back alpha...damn happy lah....but go back, kena arrow by the sergeants from plt 2...they all know i go scout but come back...even the oc know me lor...but at least i m back to the place where i enjoy my time there in the army...anway, now is the beginning of more tough training....hope can go through it all...
Life is freaking crap. There are things that make life feel worthless. It's making me wonder to end it or not.