ok....so my bday is over....n thank u everyone for the present....met chris, jimmy, kw, teck go amk there eat sushi lunch....it's a good thing to go back to my workplace to eat....got discount, larger portion of food....got some free food from the head-chef....total bill was bout $96....after tat, went home n change first then go out again....meet the rest at sbw first then go down to dhoby ghaut meet ivy, yun n her....met them n all was deciding wat 2 eat....walk from plaza singapura to cathay then back again....ended up eating kfc....gave the gals a treat lør....after tat we went to the arcade....played till 11 plus....took the train back n reach sbw around 12.30....then we go the canal near canberra there slack a while....after tat then we all go home....reach home quite late liaø....then was so tired tat no mood to do much....

I so fucking hate myself. Being 19 means i should gave been a much matured person but i juz can't seen to break out of my shell n talk to her. Even when i do, i dun dare to make eye contact. I feel so trapped in my own body. Tis is really so freaking stupid of me, i will try to pluck up some courage n not make another mistake if i ever gave another chance. If i ever commit the same mistake again, can someone plz slap me. I juz really wan her to know of my existence. All i need is a freaking one more chance n more courage. Tat's all i ask.

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