my life
Name - Eugene Ong #12
D.O.B - 14th Dec 1988
I am currently serving the nation
I love to enjoy life
I love football
I love STEAK
I like to slack at home
I respect every religion
web links
Soccernet
LFC
Daddy Yankee
Livescore
Wikipedia
Need A Name?
English or Not?
desires
Money(who doesn't)
Football Pro Contract(hopefully)
iPhone(maybe)
PSP 3000
Update 17th Feb 2010
things i wan to achieve
Learn Japanese/Korean/SpanishGo To Anfield/Bernabeu
Backpacking in Europe
Holiday in Japan
Drive A Lamborghini(too big a dream)
Update 17thst Feb 2010
trash talk
goal tally(2006)
Jimmy (25 goals)Jack (21 goals)
Eugene (18 goals)
goal tally(2007)
Eugene (22 goals)Jimmy (20 goals)
Wei Teck (18 goals)
link-way
Ivy & Yun Jack
Wei Teck
Faizal
Rafie
Anggerek
Audrey
Kian Wee
Nicole
Cheryl
Aileen
Yang Sheng
Christina
Alvina
backtrack
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January 2008
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December 2009
February 2010
* Wednesday, September 19, 2007 *
It's been 11 months now. No constant messages from you. Not much talking between us. Never once got to see you long enough. 14 Dec, wanted to celebrate my birthday with you but you were working. 15-18 Dec, hoping to spend time with you at the chalet but you couldn't come. 24 Dec, wishing that I could spend X'mas with you. 14 Feb, gave you a Valentine's present and was praying that I could spend the day with you. Chinese New Year, hoping that we would be able to go out. 8 Mar, thinking you would be at Christina's place so I can talk to you. 19 May, wanted to have dinner with you. 15 Jul, hoping that you would call me out and we both could spend together on your birthday. 31 Aug, wishing that I could see you in Canberra. But all this never happened. One-sided thinking never works.
The times we spend chatting with each other were memorable ones. Talking about anything that we could relate to. There were common things that we shared. I really damn regret not bringing it another step. Too afraid of my own feelings, fearing that you would ignore me. Worried that we could no longer be friends. Scared of being rejected. But it’s no use now. The past will be the past. I wish I could turn back time and change things. Too much regrets, pain and misery. Why did I ever let you slip away?
Will we have the chance to be together? Will I be able to tell you how much I love you face to face? Will I be the one to comfort and cheer you up when you are feeling down? Will I be the first to share your joy? Will I be the one to lend you my shoulders when you are crying? Will I have the chance to hold you in my arms and protect you from any dangers? Will I ever be able to hold your hand and take a stroll by the beach under the stars just waiting for day to break? Will I have the honour to see the sunrise with you? Will I be the one to share your burdens and problems? Will I ever be your special one? Will I be part of your life?
Right now, I want to believe in us.
I want to believe in myself as I am right now.
No one will ever understand how I feel.
The times we spend chatting with each other were memorable ones. Talking about anything that we could relate to. There were common things that we shared. I really damn regret not bringing it another step. Too afraid of my own feelings, fearing that you would ignore me. Worried that we could no longer be friends. Scared of being rejected. But it’s no use now. The past will be the past. I wish I could turn back time and change things. Too much regrets, pain and misery. Why did I ever let you slip away?
Will we have the chance to be together? Will I be able to tell you how much I love you face to face? Will I be the one to comfort and cheer you up when you are feeling down? Will I be the first to share your joy? Will I be the one to lend you my shoulders when you are crying? Will I have the chance to hold you in my arms and protect you from any dangers? Will I ever be able to hold your hand and take a stroll by the beach under the stars just waiting for day to break? Will I have the honour to see the sunrise with you? Will I be the one to share your burdens and problems? Will I ever be your special one? Will I be part of your life?
Right now, I want to believe in us.
I want to believe in myself as I am right now.
No one will ever understand how I feel.
musica
