my life
Name - Eugene Ong #12
D.O.B - 14th Dec 1988
I am currently serving the nation
I love to enjoy life
I love football
I love STEAK
I like to slack at home
I respect every religion
web links
Soccernet
LFC
Daddy Yankee
Livescore
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desires
Money(who doesn't)
Football Pro Contract(hopefully)
iPhone(maybe)
PSP 3000
Update 17th Feb 2010
things i wan to achieve
Learn Japanese/Korean/SpanishGo To Anfield/Bernabeu
Backpacking in Europe
Holiday in Japan
Drive A Lamborghini(too big a dream)
Update 17thst Feb 2010
trash talk
goal tally(2006)
Jimmy (25 goals)Jack (21 goals)
Eugene (18 goals)
goal tally(2007)
Eugene (22 goals)Jimmy (20 goals)
Wei Teck (18 goals)
link-way
Ivy & Yun Jack
Wei Teck
Faizal
Rafie
Anggerek
Audrey
Kian Wee
Nicole
Cheryl
Aileen
Yang Sheng
Christina
Alvina
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* Tuesday, September 25, 2007 *
boring, so damn boring....holidays are like getting faster...as in like it's going to end....no time to slack anymore after the next semester starts...the final lap to poly....
been at the Turf Club during the weekends working.....as surveyors....it's so tough to ask around...ppl are more interested in gambling on horses rather than helping you out....no wonder, more ppl are getting into debts....the only ppl who are willing to help are those older in age...they help u out and then give u advice in life....like gambling really no good lah, easy to get hooked.....yesterday after work went to yishun celebrate KW birthday....another member reach 19...left only 4 of us still 18...Jon, JL, Gavin & myself....we had dinner at LJS again....after that went take neoprint...twice in fact...the first one was so not nice so no choice but to take the second one.....and played some pool after tat.....realised that i spend more than $30 in 2 days....wah broke like fuck....reached home around 12 plus....wanted to use com but crash so got to reformat the whole thing...and all my stuff tat i never back up gone....get my pay tis week and starting the new job on fri...hopefully can earn enough to change phone...
Tommorow is Mid-Autumn Festival. Can I have the chance to spread it with you under the moonlight?
been at the Turf Club during the weekends working.....as surveyors....it's so tough to ask around...ppl are more interested in gambling on horses rather than helping you out....no wonder, more ppl are getting into debts....the only ppl who are willing to help are those older in age...they help u out and then give u advice in life....like gambling really no good lah, easy to get hooked.....yesterday after work went to yishun celebrate KW birthday....another member reach 19...left only 4 of us still 18...Jon, JL, Gavin & myself....we had dinner at LJS again....after that went take neoprint...twice in fact...the first one was so not nice so no choice but to take the second one.....and played some pool after tat.....realised that i spend more than $30 in 2 days....wah broke like fuck....reached home around 12 plus....wanted to use com but crash so got to reformat the whole thing...and all my stuff tat i never back up gone....get my pay tis week and starting the new job on fri...hopefully can earn enough to change phone...
Tommorow is Mid-Autumn Festival. Can I have the chance to spread it with you under the moonlight?
* Wednesday, September 19, 2007 *
It's been 11 months now. No constant messages from you. Not much talking between us. Never once got to see you long enough. 14 Dec, wanted to celebrate my birthday with you but you were working. 15-18 Dec, hoping to spend time with you at the chalet but you couldn't come. 24 Dec, wishing that I could spend X'mas with you. 14 Feb, gave you a Valentine's present and was praying that I could spend the day with you. Chinese New Year, hoping that we would be able to go out. 8 Mar, thinking you would be at Christina's place so I can talk to you. 19 May, wanted to have dinner with you. 15 Jul, hoping that you would call me out and we both could spend together on your birthday. 31 Aug, wishing that I could see you in Canberra. But all this never happened. One-sided thinking never works.
The times we spend chatting with each other were memorable ones. Talking about anything that we could relate to. There were common things that we shared. I really damn regret not bringing it another step. Too afraid of my own feelings, fearing that you would ignore me. Worried that we could no longer be friends. Scared of being rejected. But it’s no use now. The past will be the past. I wish I could turn back time and change things. Too much regrets, pain and misery. Why did I ever let you slip away?
Will we have the chance to be together? Will I be able to tell you how much I love you face to face? Will I be the one to comfort and cheer you up when you are feeling down? Will I be the first to share your joy? Will I be the one to lend you my shoulders when you are crying? Will I have the chance to hold you in my arms and protect you from any dangers? Will I ever be able to hold your hand and take a stroll by the beach under the stars just waiting for day to break? Will I have the honour to see the sunrise with you? Will I be the one to share your burdens and problems? Will I ever be your special one? Will I be part of your life?
Right now, I want to believe in us.
I want to believe in myself as I am right now.
No one will ever understand how I feel.
The times we spend chatting with each other were memorable ones. Talking about anything that we could relate to. There were common things that we shared. I really damn regret not bringing it another step. Too afraid of my own feelings, fearing that you would ignore me. Worried that we could no longer be friends. Scared of being rejected. But it’s no use now. The past will be the past. I wish I could turn back time and change things. Too much regrets, pain and misery. Why did I ever let you slip away?
Will we have the chance to be together? Will I be able to tell you how much I love you face to face? Will I be the one to comfort and cheer you up when you are feeling down? Will I be the first to share your joy? Will I be the one to lend you my shoulders when you are crying? Will I have the chance to hold you in my arms and protect you from any dangers? Will I ever be able to hold your hand and take a stroll by the beach under the stars just waiting for day to break? Will I have the honour to see the sunrise with you? Will I be the one to share your burdens and problems? Will I ever be your special one? Will I be part of your life?
Right now, I want to believe in us.
I want to believe in myself as I am right now.
No one will ever understand how I feel.
* Tuesday, September 18, 2007 *
ok..so the first week of holiday is over....nothing much has been done yet....was suppose to clear up the mess in my room, but keep delaying till now....haven start FYP also sia....slack too much liao....should start soon.....too much delays...finish watching Liar Game, Lion King and Phone Booth...bout to start watching Stand Up! and Proposal Daisakusen.....still got 2 seasons of Supernatural....KW already finish watching....anyway, last Fri i got a shock...Gavin for the first time in 2 mths ask if the gang going out for dinner.....so i arrange but he last min got something so in the end became meet for supper....Sat nite was a guys gathering at Jon's place....football cancel for that day but been a long time since we went his place....playing winning eleven...i tag-team with Jimmy against JL and Jack....won 3 of 3...1st game was a good one coz of the goals and how we let them back in the game after leading....the other 2 were fought backs with the last one the sweetest...losing 1-0, we fight till 5-1....nice game...but after that all sian....left the place bout 6am go eat breakfast.....then it rained...lucky my dad woke up already so i could get a ride home....slept till 3 until i got headache.....2day went town with Ivy, Yun, Gavin and JL buy present for KW....his bday tis Sun but we working.....as surveyors at Turf Club for 2 days only lah...after that maybe go out celebrate......and hopefully, can get the job at AMK there....service crew at Suki Sushi...me, Jimmy and KW.....coz i so wanna buy N95....
Thoughts are just thinkings that everyone wishes it would be true. But how often do thoughts become reality?
Thoughts are just thinkings that everyone wishes it would be true. But how often do thoughts become reality?
* Thursday, September 13, 2007 *
the exams are finally over....ok, so it was just one paper....but tat could just affect the whole GPA....but it's over and done with.....so now it begins....5 long weeks of holiday....Jon and Jimm's one will end next mon....KW ends on the other week....so wat can i do during the remaining time other than FYP....BTT coming, so is the medical checkup....but thinking of wat i can do tis holiday....just finish watching Happy Feet....i know it was last year's movie but it's good to refresh ur memory once in a while...just love the Amigos.....five penguins with the greatest humour....it's getting too long for it to happen...if i dragged it any longer, it will be 2 years of solid waiting....i already got a plan but it won't work unless she agrees to it....Will she? Would she? it just dragging....Damn!! alrite, keep cool and start working on it...nothing will start if i dun take the first step....
I always dreamt of you by my side. But are dreams an illusion, a contrast of reality or they are real??
I always dreamt of you by my side. But are dreams an illusion, a contrast of reality or they are real??
* Saturday, September 08, 2007 *
my skin, my skin, my skin is on fire...OUCH!! sunburnt.....and it's so freaking pain....was at Sentosa 2day.....suppose to be the whole sec 5 gathering...but only 5E3 ppl turn up....less than half the class.....but it still was fun....haven hang out with some of them since sec 5...except for the usual ppl i hang out with.....anyway, i met Hakim, Teck, KW and JL at sbw b4 heading to yck to meet James n Jimmy.....reach harbour front bout 10.30 so we go have breakfast....go cold storage buy some snacks n drinks then took the exprees in.....4 mths since the last time i went, and the goalpost was taken away....can't play beach soccer w/o the goalpost....heck care lah....me n Hakim went down to the water....we run then do cannonball.....dun ask me y, but i felt it was fun lah....the impact was cool....the water was cooling and the seawater was so damn salty.....puwee!!! wanna puke sia....played a little volleyball then spend most of the time in the water.....then Hakim taught us this game...Red Indians vs Westerners, whereby the Red Indians will build a house of slippers and the Westerners will destroy it....the Red Indians will chase the Westerners and try to hit them with a ball....if the Westerners can avoid detection and go back to build the house then they win lah....kinda fun to run and hide lah....tired from all that running....then Hakim n i took turns do bicycle kick...kick into the sea for the rest to go take....nice to excuete the perfect kick but pain...coz the sand was hot and somehow i hit my back....took a break first then we swim over to the other smaller island....being a weak swimmer, i had to ask Teck to look out for me....so we swam over, stay there relax a while....swimming back that time, i saw this girl.....not bad looking....wanted ask number but scared tio reject.....so never go ask.....then when we playing soccer that time, i saw her leave...so far away then dun wanna run after her like i was some despo (Ivy, if u r reading, plz dun sabo me hor!!)...mayb it was god's decision to make me less courageous.....so i should stick to my heart and not my mind....then continue playing a little soccer then go bathe....bout 7 plus then we left Sentosa...at harbourfront center makan dinner, then take train home....step into the house, my mum and sis both say i tan until very dark.....i dun believe at first so i go shower....then i realize that my body split into 2 colours....upper body=tan, lower body=fair...very obvious and very weird....muz find some day tan the same colour again....better go on the aircon now....skin is on fire...very pain....aarrgghh! erm, mon exams at 8.30...muz remember tat...can anyone call me up?? study, study, study...let's go...
I can dun care bout taking that girl's number but somehow i just can't seem to let you go. Why? Am I in too deep to escape? Or am I willing to be trapped by you?
I can dun care bout taking that girl's number but somehow i just can't seem to let you go. Why? Am I in too deep to escape? Or am I willing to be trapped by you?
* Thursday, September 06, 2007 *
the holidays have not even started but i already switched to holiday mode.....exams on mon n still haven revise.....bored or just too lazy? seriously i dun know....the mood is just not there.....
past 3 days went out.....no lessons mah then thought like can relax a little.....Mon, got mock exam...then just go for a while b4 meeting kw n chris at bugis...they buying jacq's gift....i just tagged along since go home also nothing to do....i saw this bag tat i wan to buy...but still deciding....coz it's to be sling over the left shoulder but i prefer to sling it over my right....forget bout it...no money also....tues, went with JL , Kw and Teck to pasir ris....checking the rates for chalet....after tat go makan at white sands n played poker there....really stupid though....i, Kw n Jl go play pool first b4 meeting Ivy, Yun n Jimmy at yishun for dinner.....Ivy so scared got cats at Chong Pang nasi lemak there, so she kept telling us to faster finish eating....then we walk from there to seletar reservoir there....never do anythere...juz kinda waste time a little....bout 9 plus so all wanna go home....Kw ezlink not enough so he say go yishun take bus home...then i n JL follow....sekali, he say he wan walk home....already near yishun somemore....JL wanted take train at first so after he heard walking back to sbw, he like sian....in the end, instead of 10 mins reach home, become 1 hr.....today so tired then lazy go the adventure thing at sch....slp late then wait for Kw come up...he wan take the Liar Game drama...we played cards when transferring file n bout to watch supernatural when Ivy called KW...ask if wan go follow her n Yun go Wisma service her phone....note this, they always called Kw first lor...i think if Kw not at my house they also won't remember to call me ba....or they got supernatural powers knowing Kw with me? Nah, who could b so super....so we travel down to Orchard...n guess wat? the damn service centre closed for stock taking....WTF!! then i was like 'travel all the way down then go back again'...then the gals suggest go take neo-print....n they also wan find things buy so went to far east....n i dun like the pictures taken...always blink at the wrong time....then the pictures looked so weird...AARRGGHH!!! next time then we take again...Ivy & Yun, OK mah?? Sms jacq wishing happy birthday then somehow ended up chatting....
Fri, sec 5 gathering at Sentosa...not enough cash to enjoy....financial crisis again!!! Haiz!! Damn this money-needed world....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACQUELINE!!
I have been asked this question, 'Do you want to jio *******?'. My answer was yes. And I was asked again, 'When? Next year when you got a car?'. My reply was, ' Don't think it will be that long ba. Hopefully, this year end if possible.' I just want to say that i don't care about getting a car. It's you that i care for. But is it really possible for it to happen? I need a little bit of faith. But where can i find that?
past 3 days went out.....no lessons mah then thought like can relax a little.....Mon, got mock exam...then just go for a while b4 meeting kw n chris at bugis...they buying jacq's gift....i just tagged along since go home also nothing to do....i saw this bag tat i wan to buy...but still deciding....coz it's to be sling over the left shoulder but i prefer to sling it over my right....forget bout it...no money also....tues, went with JL , Kw and Teck to pasir ris....checking the rates for chalet....after tat go makan at white sands n played poker there....really stupid though....i, Kw n Jl go play pool first b4 meeting Ivy, Yun n Jimmy at yishun for dinner.....Ivy so scared got cats at Chong Pang nasi lemak there, so she kept telling us to faster finish eating....then we walk from there to seletar reservoir there....never do anythere...juz kinda waste time a little....bout 9 plus so all wanna go home....Kw ezlink not enough so he say go yishun take bus home...then i n JL follow....sekali, he say he wan walk home....already near yishun somemore....JL wanted take train at first so after he heard walking back to sbw, he like sian....in the end, instead of 10 mins reach home, become 1 hr.....today so tired then lazy go the adventure thing at sch....slp late then wait for Kw come up...he wan take the Liar Game drama...we played cards when transferring file n bout to watch supernatural when Ivy called KW...ask if wan go follow her n Yun go Wisma service her phone....note this, they always called Kw first lor...i think if Kw not at my house they also won't remember to call me ba....or they got supernatural powers knowing Kw with me? Nah, who could b so super....so we travel down to Orchard...n guess wat? the damn service centre closed for stock taking....WTF!! then i was like 'travel all the way down then go back again'...then the gals suggest go take neo-print....n they also wan find things buy so went to far east....n i dun like the pictures taken...always blink at the wrong time....then the pictures looked so weird...AARRGGHH!!! next time then we take again...Ivy & Yun, OK mah?? Sms jacq wishing happy birthday then somehow ended up chatting....
Fri, sec 5 gathering at Sentosa...not enough cash to enjoy....financial crisis again!!! Haiz!! Damn this money-needed world....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACQUELINE!!
I have been asked this question, 'Do you want to jio *******?'. My answer was yes. And I was asked again, 'When? Next year when you got a car?'. My reply was, ' Don't think it will be that long ba. Hopefully, this year end if possible.' I just want to say that i don't care about getting a car. It's you that i care for. But is it really possible for it to happen? I need a little bit of faith. But where can i find that?
* Sunday, September 02, 2007 *
WHAHAHA!!!! 6-0 to the REDS....top of the table for a short period....totally unexpected to be such an easy win...i predict to be 3-0...but Torres and Co had other plans...lucky i never go bet on total goals.....now in a damn good mood.....only got home tis morning......we thon over at JL house...KW and i playing card, see who can get straight flush....he won 5, i won 1....so he's gonna be unlucky in love...Like the chinese saying 'Delight in gambling, Regret in love'...maybe he won't be sp sway.....anyway, just came back from the football game....tiring sia.....run alot in the last game....team 5N3...Jack, Jimmy, Teck & Eugenio....9-4 victory.....but kinda siao lah....run so much then no strength....Adnan, Syazwan and 2 others in the opposition....they took the lead but the spirit of 5E3 is strong.....Gerrard combined with Lampard and Henry is a fomidable line-up....all attack-minded...and the 2 most funniest thing of the night really top it all....first it was Jimmy...on the touch line of the goal but run too fast, halfway pass the goal-line with an open goal to his left but hit it to the other end and was clear.....but the funniest had to be Teck's one....Jimmy's cross was missed by Jack and Teck was left with tapping into empty net...guess what happened? Hit the tiang....OMG!!! everyone was like what the f**k....total miss...
3 goals today....1 for Puerta, 1 for young Rhys Jones and the last for her....Puerta, Jones - Please Rest In Peace. I dedicate the 2 goals to both of u.....
Life is just so unpredictable. I don't want to make the wrong decision and regret it. I just hope things can change.
3 goals today....1 for Puerta, 1 for young Rhys Jones and the last for her....Puerta, Jones - Please Rest In Peace. I dedicate the 2 goals to both of u.....
Life is just so unpredictable. I don't want to make the wrong decision and regret it. I just hope things can change.
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