been thinking.....Yun and Ivy are right too....we are drifting apart.....the group tat always hang out together.....before some of us start 2nd year studies or juz got into poly, we were always finding time to meet up....almost every week once....but now, it's getting less often...once a mth, only when someone's bday or even once every two mths.....remember during CNY....going out for consecutive days....movies, thon-ing....enjoying the time together.....tat's was like us being a big family....but it's getting weird...when was out last major gathering where everyone came? on the 21st June at christina's house....tat was like almost 2 mths ago....the most recent one was 2 wks ago...but only me, KW, Yun, Ivy, Chris, JL and Teck turn up....where were the rest?? ok, i know the gals are buzy with their upcoming O Levels.....but at least they manage some time to hang out....esp Chris, coming to our weekly football game....even the game has lesser ppl turning up....every single week, the only 3 who confirm will be there is Jimmy, myself and Teck...occasionally Gavin n Kw will join.....Jack has hockey so i can't really blame him...JL not really into football....and Jon has been MIA since he started work....and it juz dun seem right....
Come on guys, we are drifting too far apart....it juz doesn't feel right...used to be close but now we are like living on our own isolated islands...with only some having deplomatic relations....not really trying to find fault with anyone but juz want us to be like before...spending time as a group, hanging out...not only on bdays but other times too...
Jon - Please don't work everyday. You have been MIA for too long.
Jack - Find sometime skip hockey and join us for football.
Gavin - I know you stress but find time come out leh. Relax yourself.
JL - Dun coop yourself up. Come out and enjoy.
Teck - Find sometime to take a break. You are always too busy.
Jimmy - Thanks for coming for football every week.
KW - We need you to organize some outings. You are the impt person....
Chris - Come out often. We need ur craziness to lighten the mood.
Ivy - Don't study so much. You need to take a break.
Yun - Thanks for helping me out. Steady yourself for the long race.
no offense to those guys i mention...juz want u guys to know that we have been drifting and hopefully we can find more time to hang out....P.E.A.C.E.O.U.T.
@ 5:27 AM
* Wednesday, August 01, 2007 *
not feeling so well lately....guess is staying up late every night.....seriously, why can't i juz realx my mind n breathe easy? i have been having really weird dreams.....so wierd that i dun know wat i dreamt about when i wake up the next morning.....ok, maybe i should not do too much...like staying up late....relax n chill....clear my mind.....alrite, i have been thinking of something.....now's not the time to reveal yet....but hopefully, it will turn out right the way i wan it to be.....praying for a miracle to happen.....i am close to achieving my goals target.....i told myself i muz score 100 goals for her and i already got 70...mayb i shall increase the number target.....coz it's likely to be accomplished in 6 wks time....she is the motivation for me....sports, studies.....i shall do my best, i will do my best and i must do my best....haven been in contact with her since the 16th....i dun wan it to be only during those special occasions that we stay in touch.....build up courage, cHaMpIoN eUgEnIo....you gotta have the guts to face her....
Never quit even if it will drain your energy and make you weak. I must stand tall and fight. Even when i fall, i must pick myself up and continue this battle. No one can beat me in this battle, and for which i will finally win the war.