not feeling so well lately....guess is staying up late every night.....seriously, why can't i juz realx my mind n breathe easy? i have been having really weird dreams.....so wierd that i dun know wat i dreamt about when i wake up the next morning.....ok, maybe i should not do too much...like staying up late....relax n chill....clear my mind.....alrite, i have been thinking of something.....now's not the time to reveal yet....but hopefully, it will turn out right the way i wan it to be.....praying for a miracle to happen.....i am close to achieving my goals target.....i told myself i muz score 100 goals for her and i already got 70...mayb i shall increase the number target.....coz it's likely to be accomplished in 6 wks time....she is the motivation for me....sports, studies.....i shall do my best, i will do my best and i must do my best....haven been in contact with her since the 16th....i dun wan it to be only during those special occasions that we stay in touch.....build up courage, cHaMpIoN eUgEnIo....you gotta have the guts to face her....
Never quit even if it will drain your energy and make you weak. I must stand tall and fight. Even when i fall, i must pick myself up and continue this battle. No one can beat me in this battle, and for which i will finally win the war.