ok....i juz thought of a new nickname for myself....sitting down listening to music and tis word pops up in my head...'NEXT'....and so i thought....next + eugene = EugeNExt...kinda rubbish rite, i know.....but also unique n special leh....think i shall create a picture with that word soon....
alrite....2day is jimmy's birthday....going out later in the day....presents were bought last min...a shirt, a bag and a size 1 Arsenal ball.....initially the idea was to get him the new Arsenal away kit....had a big argument with someone a few days ago over this present thing...but its all over now.....i admit i probably was at fault for not really thinking.....all of us pool money to buy juz one jersey....doesn't it sound weird....wouldn't it be better to get some other things?? like with that amount, we can like get more stuff for him.....n i really think maybe i was too anxious to get things done....i think i better stop...sounds like i am trying to blame the other party here....i was at fault so here's an apology.....Truly sorry for causing unrest....
mon start sch...juz when i was enjoying the most of the holidays slping and staying up late....now it's all going back to routine...sian sia....juz change the song....PRECIOUS ONE by KAT-TUN....lyrics are at the bottom......i think it's time to get some slp....tired...heavy eyes....zZzZzZzZz!!!!!!!!
I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day.
@ 4:05 PM
* Thursday, July 05, 2007 *
YES!!! finally the deal is done...El Nino is here....Fernando Torres has signed a 6 yr contract to be a ReD.....the brand new Rafalution is beginning....but my fav flamboyant player, Luis Garcia has gone back to Spain....of all players why him? he always gets the most impt goals for LFC...anyway, my holidays are gonna end soon....3 wks gone so fast....seriously at home also quite boring....daily routine is the same....but now back to sch also like the same leh....routine starts at 6....i think i better start going to sch more often....1st year never skip more than 4 days....but 2nd year already got 10 days never go sch....lazy to wake lah....occasionally is wan to go sch but wake up tat time still restless then dun feel like going....hopefully when mon comes i will b able to wake up.....holidays always slp at 4....meanwhile, i gotta enjoy the last fews days of vacation....drama and music indulgence.....Jpop is nice - NEWS, KAT-TUN....so is J-Drama....sayonara....
Seriously, is it necessary to think of you 24/7? I think it's best if i think of you at those critical moments. That way, more strength is given to make up for those moments not thinking of you.
@ 1:32 PM
* Sunday, July 01, 2007 *
30th June 2007 is a date never to be forgotten in Singapore.....the final day before the increment of GST from 5% to 7% and of course, the final football match to be played at the National Stadium....and i was part of the final moments in its finest history....Lions vs Socceroos....went with wei teck, eric n his cousin.....but we split up to search for the nice spot....me n teck ended up at the top of the South Entrance.....from there, everything can be seen so perfectly clear.....the match started at bout 7.40 but Kewell and Cahill was missing from the lineup....the first half was very entertaining....Singapore could have lead the game by at least 4 goals....Indra 1-on-1 but could only shoot straight at Schwarzer, header evade the defence but not the tiang, a low shot that was blocked by the keeper and Amri miss by trying a bicycle kick.....idea was there but ball went wrong way....it was a splendid performance but 2nd half, everything fell apart....bout 5 mins only n Viduka scored...kinda tyco coz it bounce off the tiang and was clear off the line by the defender but ref gave a goal....from my view, i think it was only on line but everything was like in fast mode.....gan chiong lah.....then again Indra could have scored but of things to happen, the ball beat Schwarzer but hit the tiang again...whole stadium go siao....cursing....WTF!!! Australia show slight signs of unsportmanship towards the end....and Lionel Lewis began arguing with Viduka when Viduka did not stop even when he saw Aide lying on the ground....imagine going face to face with those players you thought you could only see on ESPN.....probably they wanted to win by more goals.....then came the sub...Kewell came on....he got the loudest cheers....and magical he began....the typical Kewell is back....taking on 3 S'pore defenders before unleashing a shot with his RIGHT foot and scored....RIGHT not left....he's back on form....the Kewell i liked is back....then the final minutes of the game, set up one for Viduka head....nothing Lionel Lewis could do....but if it wasn't for him, Singapore would have ended the game by 6-0 or 7-0 scorelines....but it was a good overall performance....playing against a country that has at least half of its players based in Europe....but that was not the main thing...the National Stadium was closing and there was a final tribute to all athletics that made the stadium full of histories...esp the legend players of our Lions....Fandi Ahmad, Dollah Kassim, Quah brothers, Sundramoothy and our current squad...creating the Field Of Dreams....winning the Malaysian Cup back in the 70s and 80s(i wasn't even born but the legend lives on), the Tiger Cup in 2005 and ASEAN Football Championship in 2007....it is definitely not easy to see something that our country was proud of being torn down.....but the New Sports Hub will created an all new history....so sayonara, adios and the best goodbyes to the Grand Old Lady Of Kallang....Singapore dreams and hopes will live on and continue....
2 more week....can anyone tell me if i am really that detestable and irritating? Why is it that she seems to aviod me? Am i that annoying? Really bad? Not sincere enough? Displaying the wrong side of me too often? Showing more care to my god-sis instead of her? Or is it i don't show my kind side? can someone juz tell me....i dun wanna live my life in regrets...it's been a year....and i really regret not taking actions back then...at first we were on talking terms then things faded out and change to what it is now.....i really dun get it....Plz tell me what you guys really think....i am suffering in SILENCE....
Should I smile because we are friends? Or cry because we'll never be anything more?