my life

Name - Eugene Ong #12
D.O.B - 14th Dec 1988

I am currently serving the nation
I love to enjoy life
I love football
I love STEAK
I like to slack at home
I respect every religion


web links

Soccernet
LFC
Daddy Yankee
Livescore
Wikipedia
Need A Name?
English or Not?


desires

Money(who doesn't)
Football Pro Contract(hopefully)
iPhone(maybe)
N95 8GB*MIA*
iPod Touch
Laptop
PSP 3000

Update 17th Feb 2010


things i wan to achieve
Learn Japanese/Korean/Spanish
Go To Anfield/Bernabeu
Backpacking in Europe
Holiday in Japan
Drive A Lamborghini(too big a dream)

Update 17thst Feb 2010


trash talk





goal tally(2006)
Jimmy (25 goals)
Jack (21 goals)
Eugene (18 goals)

goal tally(2007)
Eugene (22 goals)
Jimmy (20 goals)
Wei Teck (18 goals)

link-way
Ivy & Yun
Jack
Wei Teck
Faizal
Rafie
Anggerek
Audrey
Kian Wee
Nicole
Cheryl
Aileen
Yang Sheng
Christina
Alvina


backtrack
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
December 2009
February 2010


* Saturday, July 28, 2007 *

what a wasted day.....wake up so early in the morning.....feeling slpy but still dragged myself to sch, a long 1 hr journey and the class ended at 9.30....freaking shit....i should juz stay home and slp....really waste time...not to mention on mon and wed also the same thing....mon first lesson would have been my first attendance for tat module this term but teacher on MC....i only realize when i reach sch....then again on wed....went for the lecture.....was early....but cancel....KNN lah....plz let me know early if there is no class....so i can save my time on traveling by slping instead....still got the fare....when i m eager to learn, there's no class....when i feel restless n tired, there's alway class....contradiction.....

class ended early so went to afro mum's canteen there for lunch....after tat went gym with Kian Wee....not much mood to do anything tedious....run 2 rounds at the stadium only(quite bad for me, who always play football), manage to at least train my leg muscles and upper body...dun feel any strain so far.....after tat went to chong pang coz KW want to go buy slippers....then went northpoint meet Christina.....bought SUSHI....my fav food....WOOO HOOO!!!!! also bought beef for my 2moro lunch.....gonna cook diff flavour beef....grounded chillies marinated beef, natural-flavour beef....talking bout it makes me feel so hungry now.....cHaMpIoN chef at work.....

The time is slowly approaching, ticking and getting closer to the target. Or it is just my imagination? I wish it wasn't. I know it isn't. It definitely is not just my I-M-A-G-I-N-A-T-I-O-N. I just need the courage to face you. Let's face it. I don't like lying to myself.

@ 2:11 PM

* Sunday, July 22, 2007 *

juz got back from football....tired...tight muscles n injuries....score a few goals 2day but not before i aggravate my groin injury again....got to rest more.....went to register the basic theory test in the afternoon with Jimmy, Kian Wee, Raymond And JL....think when i pass basic theory then i start thinking bout how to take practical....after that went to play pool for a while.....went gym yesterday....train my leg muscles and upper body....then when i wake up this morning.....whole body aching....feeling sore over but i gottat start training up....still got NS medical coming up.....think i go protect my country first after graduation....though kinda like wanna go poly but having thought bout it...think go NS better...i dun wanna b an old bird in the army....a 23yr old recruit with all the 18 yr old....Damn!!!Hopefully i dun get Pes D....if not sure kena clerical work....9-5 for two long years....i rather be out in the field training....and i wanna get posted to Civil Defence....

Loving someone is painful but when someone loves you back is the most wonderful feeling ever. So when can i ever have that wonderful feeling?

@ 2:54 PM

* Thursday, July 19, 2007 *

what a tiring day....haven been slping enough lately n always feel so tired.....after sch went to simei there play football with afro and the rest....couldn't run much at first coz my groin injury....but slowly the pain went away n i was playing to 70% of my full form....mayb this weekend will play better.....we reach there around 12.30 and played for 2 hrs...i team with afro....two star players on the same team.....kinda a long game...but the action was good....everyone had the chances to score but failed to convert....i had more then 10 shots but only 5 went in...but i still felt that was good enough....not forgetting i still had an injury.....final score was 6-5....after tat was so tired that i shared cab with Jackson n Yang Sheng to AMK...then i took a train home....manage to catch some slp.....and now feeling much better....sat going register for car.....but my parents not so supportive.....they seem unwilling to pay for my course fee.....think i better go find a job soon....this way got enough cash to take both car n bike....hope i dun procrastinate anymore......too much delay.....

I want to show you how much i really love you. But i need you to give me that chance.

@ 10:02 PM

* Tuesday, July 17, 2007 *

i finally found it....the Transformers novel...both books....Transformers and Transformers-The Ghost of Yesterday....the latter is the sequel to the movie.....this way i dun have to wait for the next movie to know what happens.....WHAHAHA!!!! ok, i regretted running so much on sat....having groin strain in both my legs....can't even walk fast...tried running to catch the train but only 2 steps and i felt the pain....i skipped the morning lesson to watch Copa America.....i was suppose to meet Ivy to pass her the presents which i wanted to give 'her'....but i knew i would be late so i got my sis to pass to Ivy.....then i went for the 10am lesson...seriously i still not sure bout that module....better start attending lessons noe....though this is a type b module(meaning no exams), but it will b type a next term.....so i have to pass this one time.....she msg me bout 4 plus....thanking me for the present...then we sms each other till 9 plus....talking bout her N levels and stuff.....then she suddenly no reply....i not sure if she didn't see the msg or she fall aslp.....but glad she sms me....

There are only two times when i want to be with you. Now and forever.

@ 1:59 AM

* Sunday, July 15, 2007 *

finally i get to play football again....5 long weeks.....but more assist this time round.....and getting some strain in my thigh n calf....went to yishun stadium this morning to test myself in running....couldn't really run.....think it's been long since i exercise....then i tried 4x100 with Teck, Jimmy n Kian Wee....timing was bout a min.....but i felt i didn't really run to my expectation...Chris was at the gym so she met us when we were about to leave.....after tat we walk all the way to Northpoint.....have Japanese cuisine for lunch...sushi n salmon teriyaki....so full that i felt like puking....went home to take a shower then out again to football....too little ppl turn up but still manage to play....things have been boring lately...feeling jaded....anyway it's her birthday 2day...juz sent her a msg but her reply was kinda one word....but at least i know she doesn't hate me or avoid me tat much....in the context of replying though....but i m juz glad she replied me.....and hopefully she will like the present too....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE OF MINE!!!

Live for something rather than die for nothing.

@ 4:26 PM

* Saturday, July 14, 2007 *

Friday the 13th.....bad luck?? NAH!!! juz so typical a day....is it suppose to be an unlucky day?? morning late for sch....first time teacher kp...i think coz less than half the class was there....really tired....coz the day before we went out to celebrate wei teck's bday....i was at sch then went to meet Kian Wee n Chris at queensway to go get the presents....kinda last min coz we were mostly either buzy or broke...we got him shoes n a shirt with a monkey.....wat'z with monkeys nowadays? plenty of shirts has a monkey at least....met the rest later at yishun whereby we had LJS again....after that we went to take neoprints.....cover both July boys bday...coz Jimmy's bday then we wanted to take but delay until late so only took pictures at Esplanade Park there.....now at least kill two birds with one stone...and i dun know wat the fuck is wrong with me....terrible headache....later we walked to the reservior there n then to some jogging track....sat down a while then we split up....Teck n Kian Wee send Chris n Yun home....i n Jimmy send Ivy home....by the time i got home was almost 12....then was like wondering want to skip sch anot....lucky never skip....got presentation today.....if never go, fail is the only outcome.....then after sch, i n afro went to city hall there...he was helping me to find a gift for her.....we walked from Raffles City then to Suntec....we went around checking out things that can buy...my initial idea was to buy a jacket for her....but budget limitations.....only had $50 to use n the jacket cost at least $100....so continue searching lor......then ended up looking at shoes n Transformer poster....lucky never forget to buy.....only left a few days to her bday....in the end, i got her a wallet and shirt that imprints 'Why are all the good men either gay, married or broke!'.....which catergory do i belong to, u may ask? of coz, it's the 3rd one lah.....if i was gay, how can i like her? if i was married, i wouldn't be thinking so much bout her all the time? so i muz be the broke one.....which i really am now....$5 left....lucky July got no more bdays...next one will be in Sept....godsis bday again...Ivy and Chris one over leh...left Jacq....i feel like i owe her alot of presents lor....haiz, see how then lah...feeling so slpy now....Asian Cup is so crappy...Australia lost to Iraq....3-1 somemore....freak up rubbish....now i juz hope she will like the presents i got her....hopefully.....here's the pics....plz comment!!!!


Everyone wants to be the sun that lights up your life. But I'd rather be your moon, so I can shine on you during your darkest hour when the sun isn't around.

@ 2:41 PM

* Monday, July 09, 2007 *

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIMMY!!!!

wat a day...tiring and hot....juz got back home not long.....ok....nearly couldn't wake 2day....then i was late in meeting kian wee n raymond...suppose to meet at 12 but i was 20mins late....then we went n met jimmy, ivy, chris and yun at yck....then teck was already at amk so we met him there....headed to dhoby ghaut to catch TRANSFORMERS.....quite nice with all the graphics and soundeffect....although Starscream in part of the Decepticons(bad side, in case u dun know), i liked it better coz it's a F-22 Raptor and i liked the way it transform and blast of into the sky....pretty cool...after tat we went to the arcade for a short whil then we headed to the Esplanade.....wanted to find a spot to sit down and chill but it was like full else where so we went to the Merlion there....took some pictures but the places were kinda dark so we went to the Esplanade Park there....the gals were like so eager to take photos esp chris....so we kinda spend bout 40mins juz there taking photos....neoprints was what they actually wanted to take but it was getting late so we went towards clarke quay area there....kian wee and jia long went to get some water....and i went to find the MRT station coz we were like lost....on the train home chris was like trying to make jimmy feel paiseh by shouting happy birthday when the train was crowded....i alight at khatib and send ivy home.....coz she was like so worried if there were cats....after that i take the train home....was windy at first but it died out....now so hot and tired....oh ya...sch starts 2moro but i dun really feel like going....sian lah....c how 2moro morning....time to slp....

I know that you may not like me but that is not gonna make me stop from have feelings for you. Maybe things may change, maybe it will not. But i hope one day that you may change the you feel about me.

@ 3:04 PM

* Sunday, July 08, 2007 *

ok....i juz thought of a new nickname for myself....sitting down listening to music and tis word pops up in my head...'NEXT'....and so i thought....next + eugene = EugeNExt...kinda rubbish rite, i know.....but also unique n special leh....think i shall create a picture with that word soon....

alrite....2day is jimmy's birthday....going out later in the day....presents were bought last min...a shirt, a bag and a size 1 Arsenal ball.....initially the idea was to get him the new Arsenal away kit....had a big argument with someone a few days ago over this present thing...but its all over now.....i admit i probably was at fault for not really thinking.....all of us pool money to buy juz one jersey....doesn't it sound weird....wouldn't it be better to get some other things?? like with that amount, we can like get more stuff for him.....n i really think maybe i was too anxious to get things done....i think i better stop...sounds like i am trying to blame the other party here....i was at fault so here's an apology.....Truly sorry for causing unrest....

mon start sch...juz when i was enjoying the most of the holidays slping and staying up late....now it's all going back to routine...sian sia....juz change the song....PRECIOUS ONE by KAT-TUN....lyrics are at the bottom......i think it's time to get some slp....tired...heavy eyes....zZzZzZzZz!!!!!!!!

I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day.

@ 4:05 PM

* Thursday, July 05, 2007 *

YES!!! finally the deal is done...El Nino is here....Fernando Torres has signed a 6 yr contract to be a ReD.....the brand new Rafalution is beginning....but my fav flamboyant player, Luis Garcia has gone back to Spain....of all players why him? he always gets the most impt goals for LFC...anyway, my holidays are gonna end soon....3 wks gone so fast....seriously at home also quite boring....daily routine is the same....but now back to sch also like the same leh....routine starts at 6....i think i better start going to sch more often....1st year never skip more than 4 days....but 2nd year already got 10 days never go sch....lazy to wake lah....occasionally is wan to go sch but wake up tat time still restless then dun feel like going....hopefully when mon comes i will b able to wake up.....holidays always slp at 4....meanwhile, i gotta enjoy the last fews days of vacation....drama and music indulgence.....Jpop is nice - NEWS, KAT-TUN....so is J-Drama....sayonara....

Seriously, is it necessary to think of you 24/7? I think it's best if i think of you at those critical moments. That way, more strength is given to make up for those moments not thinking of you.

@ 1:32 PM

* Sunday, July 01, 2007 *

30th June 2007 is a date never to be forgotten in Singapore.....the final day before the increment of GST from 5% to 7% and of course, the final football match to be played at the National Stadium....and i was part of the final moments in its finest history....Lions vs Socceroos....went with wei teck, eric n his cousin.....but we split up to search for the nice spot....me n teck ended up at the top of the South Entrance.....from there, everything can be seen so perfectly clear.....the match started at bout 7.40 but Kewell and Cahill was missing from the lineup....the first half was very entertaining....Singapore could have lead the game by at least 4 goals....Indra 1-on-1 but could only shoot straight at Schwarzer, header evade the defence but not the tiang, a low shot that was blocked by the keeper and Amri miss by trying a bicycle kick.....idea was there but ball went wrong way....it was a splendid performance but 2nd half, everything fell apart....bout 5 mins only n Viduka scored...kinda tyco coz it bounce off the tiang and was clear off the line by the defender but ref gave a goal....from my view, i think it was only on line but everything was like in fast mode.....gan chiong lah.....then again Indra could have scored but of things to happen, the ball beat Schwarzer but hit the tiang again...whole stadium go siao....cursing....WTF!!! Australia show slight signs of unsportmanship towards the end....and Lionel Lewis began arguing with Viduka when Viduka did not stop even when he saw Aide lying on the ground....imagine going face to face with those players you thought you could only see on ESPN.....probably they wanted to win by more goals.....then came the sub...Kewell came on....he got the loudest cheers....and magical he began....the typical Kewell is back....taking on 3 S'pore defenders before unleashing a shot with his RIGHT foot and scored....RIGHT not left....he's back on form....the Kewell i liked is back....then the final minutes of the game, set up one for Viduka head....nothing Lionel Lewis could do....but if it wasn't for him, Singapore would have ended the game by 6-0 or 7-0 scorelines....but it was a good overall performance....playing against a country that has at least half of its players based in Europe....but that was not the main thing...the National Stadium was closing and there was a final tribute to all athletics that made the stadium full of histories...esp the legend players of our Lions....Fandi Ahmad, Dollah Kassim, Quah brothers, Sundramoothy and our current squad...creating the Field Of Dreams....winning the Malaysian Cup back in the 70s and 80s(i wasn't even born but the legend lives on), the Tiger Cup in 2005 and ASEAN Football Championship in 2007....it is definitely not easy to see something that our country was proud of being torn down.....but the New Sports Hub will created an all new history....so sayonara, adios and the best goodbyes to the Grand Old Lady Of Kallang....Singapore dreams and hopes will live on and continue....

2 more week....can anyone tell me if i am really that detestable and irritating? Why is it that she seems to aviod me? Am i that annoying? Really bad? Not sincere enough? Displaying the wrong side of me too often? Showing more care to my god-sis instead of her? Or is it i don't show my kind side? can someone juz tell me....i dun wanna live my life in regrets...it's been a year....and i really regret not taking actions back then...at first we were on talking terms then things faded out and change to what it is now.....i really dun get it....Plz tell me what you guys really think....i am suffering in SILENCE....

Should I smile because we are friends? Or cry because we'll never be anything more?

@ 4:53 PM

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