my life

Name - Eugene Ong #12
D.O.B - 14th Dec 1988

I am currently serving the nation
I love to enjoy life
I love football
I love STEAK
I like to slack at home
I respect every religion


web links

Soccernet
LFC
Daddy Yankee
Livescore
Wikipedia
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desires

Money(who doesn't)
Football Pro Contract(hopefully)
iPhone(maybe)
N95 8GB*MIA*
iPod Touch
Laptop
PSP 3000

Update 17th Feb 2010


things i wan to achieve
Learn Japanese/Korean/Spanish
Go To Anfield/Bernabeu
Backpacking in Europe
Holiday in Japan
Drive A Lamborghini(too big a dream)

Update 17thst Feb 2010


trash talk





goal tally(2006)
Jimmy (25 goals)
Jack (21 goals)
Eugene (18 goals)

goal tally(2007)
Eugene (22 goals)
Jimmy (20 goals)
Wei Teck (18 goals)

link-way
Ivy & Yun
Jack
Wei Teck
Faizal
Rafie
Anggerek
Audrey
Kian Wee
Nicole
Cheryl
Aileen
Yang Sheng
Christina
Alvina


backtrack
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
December 2009
February 2010


* Sunday, April 29, 2007 *

wat a game!!! i assist alot 2day...played better than usual....played as a defender for most the game....had many chances to score but it was the same as last week.....the 'tiang' gave face again....but tis time i won the battle....i got 1 shot tat was so perfectly executed but it hit the tiang....n the whole tiang even fell to the ground.....many shots all either over the bar or totally miskick the ball.....but overall, i manage to block lots of shots...the score was 4-2 in favour of my team....mayb 2day is not the day to score goals....could be some other day whereby i shall be the top scorer.....then jon did something so great tat no one actually believe he did it....normally he won't dive to save the ball....but he did it not once but twice....blocking one attempt and deflecting the other over the bar...how cool was tat......anyway, the whole morning was at home.....really felt like slping in....miracle was tat it didn't rain for the whole day except at 4am....however, it was a humid day lah....i think i will not delay the thing tat i wan to do for much longer.....it will take time but hopefully it won't be too long....

In your eyes, i see an angel in disguise, send from god for me to love. But will you give me tat chance to show you, i really mean it....

@ 3:22 PM

* Saturday, April 28, 2007 *

another week has gone by....getting closer to 23 may for the charity soccer...i m planning to do something but will she be there?? dun think too much, cHaMpIoN.....focus on the game.....i juz realise it's not easy trying to keep feelings inside you...it's tortous to juz think bout it....and some how the feeling was slowly fading away...but looking at her pic brought it all back to the starting....it's all 'missing her' now.....it's game on again....i really need some football action....had a game on wed in sch.....manage to grab 4 goals but none as spetacular enough.....but it bring some confidence into me....i muz force myself to the max by scoring goals for her...it's juz something i wan to do....since she's not talking to me, i hope to do a little something for her...although she doesn't know, it is juz a reminder to myself tat i will fight on....never give up....

You shine the light of love on me and gave me air so i can breathe, you give me strength so i stand tall.

@ 2:37 PM

* Wednesday, April 25, 2007 *

2day is my VIP big day...her birthday....ok, mayb it wasn't as fun as i thought it would b.....but at least we hang out....taking neoprints...i was force to but it's ok lah...afterall i dun like spoiling ppl bday....i really didn't know wat to get for her until the last min..i remembered she telling me tat she like the eragon movie and wanted to borrow the book from me if i buy....but i was thinking since she like the book, y not i get it as her gift....though it didn't cost much.....but i m glad she like it.....rainy day for the whole morning....so sian lor...should b at home in the bed slpling....then only in sch for 4 hrs then can go home.....although i like sch lessons to b short, but it's kinda like wasting time on travelling....the torture of standing from sbw to bedok....and occasionally back to sbw again....only music gives me life in the train...or else i would be like so dead....then there is my psp...but always in sch play until no batt....but being in sch ain't tat bad lah...frens are like so krazy...so it's like cool....feeling so slpy now.....been staying up late often.....say will slp when i get home but always with my psp....i think i need some rest....zZzZz!!!!

Thinking of you gives me strength but seeing you makes me feel weak. Is this wat love is??

@ 2:57 PM

* Sunday, April 22, 2007 *

the game was a little tiring....run alot n was feeling strain in my muscles....i was a little off form 2day....shots all either hit 'tiang' or off target....first 3 games, i manage no goals...none at all....the post giving me too much face liao....make me stress only....jon's getting better though...for someone who only join us in playing last year, it's quite good....defender n always humiliated by jim(no offence here) but he lacks no confidence...chasing to get back the ball...even block my shots n manage to tackle me on some occasion....kudos to jon.....anyway, i really was not having a great game initially...but the final game was so sensational for me....i manage to silence haikal with a hat-trick...he's been telling me to not waste his time by shooting unless it got in....n in it went to keep him quiet.....2 perfect ball from jim, a little good control n over the goal line it goes.....the 3rd goal was the best...again jim assist....he cross n i chest the ball down, did a half-volley in mid air n score....tat would have to be the best moment n best goal of the year of me......i have decide to dedicate every single goal i score tis year to her.....think i have hit double figure.....although we only count goals if we score against other team....but if i count goals with games played among ourselves, i think i will have more confidence to go a little better in the overall goal tally chart....n mayb even grab a goal in the charity soccer tis year.....never did score for last 2 years as i was the keeper....so now i m gonna try to score more goals to build up tempo n confidence....n all goals are for her n only her.....

dedication gives you more determination, determination gives you more courage

@ 4:19 PM

* Friday, April 20, 2007 *

for 2 weeks in succession...fri was at home watching s-league.....so wan to go out n hang with jon n the rest of the group....been long tat we last had dinner 2gether....2moro is finally sat....i juz wan to slp n play football....23 may is also near though...tat's the day of the CSS charity soccer....as an alumni, i bo bian muz give face lah....playing with jack, jim, wt, gavin and haikal....hopefully we can go one further tis year....past 2 yrs we got no higher then 3rd....but we r improving every year.....but we need to play more games 2gether to understand each other better....i roughly know the playing style of jim n jack...but it's never perfect....so we muz train more....oh ya...downgrading my psp version....king kong is helping me....really boring to have only 1 game so far...so once i get it back, at least can have more games to play....and up till now, i still haven buy something for my VIP.....tues the day and i still dun know wat to get....gotta find time to go buy....RP still haven give me any reply yet leh...think mayb i stay in ITE....after tat then c if wan go NS or poly lor.....anyway juz finish watching Gal Circle.....i m kinda a slow watcher lah....suppose to finish the show last week but lazy n no mood to watch...quite nice a show esp the para para music....very cool....the characters r quite good though....got Suzuki Emi, Toda Erika and my fav, Natsuko....all very pretty or is cute a better word to describe them.....next show to watch is Dragon Zakura.....

delaying is only time-wasting, action is time-consuming but getting it in the end is time well-spent.

@ 3:52 PM

* Wednesday, April 18, 2007 *

2 days after returning to sch.....i feel much better....1 mth without my ite frens to crack jokes n create nuisance was so boring...now the gang is all back causing trouble....same class with most from my former class....rafie, vin, afro-man n the king kong....it's good to have someone u know in the same class as u r.....it makes the time spend there more relaxed and the time also goes by a little fast...kinda not used to the time-table yet...lessons all at 8....but some days go back early so it ain't tat bad lah....

feeling lost somehow....been doing a little thinking...how long more should i wait b4 i take action? 1 wk?? 1 mth?? half a year?? i dun wanna delay it any longer....although i got time with me to get things done the rite way....but time waits for no man....if i delay it a little longer, things can change drastically....but there's a little animosity or should i say some dodging going on....either way, it's freaking me out...it's not how i wan it to be....how do i change it now?? send me a sign...

i m losing tis battle and i am afraid of losing the war....

@ 1:37 PM

* Sunday, April 15, 2007 *

i so hate the new time-table......damn!! start at 8 every single day.....no more waking up late on weekdays for the next 6 mths...tat's like so injustice to someone like me who hates waking up early in the morning....but at least some days, classes end early....still waiting for RP to give me a reply....it's been 5 long freaking weeks and counting...how long more r they gonna take.....sports or engineering?? still making tis tough decision.....the group nowadays is getting a little divided....normally, on sat we always hang out at the soccer court even if some r not playing....but now it seems only those playing will turn up....lesser ppl playing now....occasionally we dun even have enough ppl to play against ourselves....think it's bcoz during our holidays we hang out alot....mayb when sch starts, weekly soccer games will involve more of them, i hope....now juz hoping the game later won't b a disappointment....

@ 8:51 AM

* Friday, April 13, 2007 *

wat a week!! it's ending soon...meaning holidays are going to b over....nnnnoooooo!!!! quite short....anyway, didn't really do much lately....the whole of mon was at home slping...jaded from work...tues, i went out with the rest....i, jimmy n raymond headed to sim lim first....i wanted to get external HDD....need to back up some files...then meet jon, kw n jl...ate ljs for late lunch n then we went to the arcade for a while....after tat, we went around looking for presents....walk the whole of marina square n suntec but couldn't find anything....so boring....we all went home after tat.....i, kw n jl went to jon's place to get some anime n shows to watch....reach home bout 12....wed was abit boring though....nothing to do when i woke up other than watch shows.....kw came over around 3 to get something......later at nite, went over jl place for the liverpool game....but instead of watching...i fell aslp....tired....around 6.50 met ivy at mrt station to pass her the money....then back home...only manage a few hours of slp....now so restless....nothing much to blog bout....days are so boring now.....mayb when sch starts, more interesting things will happen....

@ 7:13 AM

* Monday, April 09, 2007 *

finally, work is over...i need to SLP....tired....juz finishing watching Nobuta...not bad a show, but the ending abit sucks though....yesterday manage to play football despite the rain....it stopped at 5.30 so we could continue our game at 6...iwas suppose to meet jim at 6 at mrt station but i was late...reach the court almost 7....the grass area behing the court was full of water...and everytime the ball goes out of play, my shoes would become like so damn wet....played till lights out as usual....ate mac 4 dinner n reach home bout 12...slp at 1 and woke up at 5.30am for work....couldn't really focus...too tired....even now also no mood to do much....gotta rest my mind...lack of slp...yawn....last week of holidays to really enjoy....nothing to do...but better then nothing....coz i m so gonna complain when sch starts of not getting enough slp....in need of rest....

@ 1:52 PM

* Thursday, April 05, 2007 *

Scofield said tis to Sucre in Prison Break...'if we lose ourselves, we lose everything'.....it really makes sense though...wat would really happen if we lose ourselves?? so i should not sink too deep into thinking bout her all the time.....i should think of ways to make it rite....i will not lose myself so as not to to lose everything tat is impt to me....it's a brand new month and soon ite 2nd year will start soon...i haven even had time to take a break to rest....it's always work, work, work....only have a week to enjoy n catch up on my slp....on leave 2moro to go support christina...she's the keeper of her class gals football team....i promise her i will b there....so i now can a few more hours of slp....gotta work tis weekend though....last few days...get the cash n then i can get the stuff i wan....including the liverpool home kit.....costing bout $100 but i dun care....club honour n glory...they won tis morning's game, 3-0....i scored.....or should i say my fav player, Gerrard...semis is on the cards....Champions League glory.....Come on Reds!!!

@ 12:16 PM

* Sunday, April 01, 2007 *

sorry to ivy n yt.....n the rest of those who were at sbw park yesterday....(tag if u guys were here)....was feeling a little down....sitting all alone at one corner of the beach while the rest were all at another side.....thinking bout things tat had a big influence in my life.....lots of things....her, football and most impt, my grandfather....i will always remember how he dote on me so much.....there was tis one time tat i kept pestering my parents to get me a remote control car but they didn't.....i kicked up a big fuss n so my grandad told me to listen to my parents n say i shouldn't keep asking them to buy it for me....but the next week when i went to his place, he gave me a remote control car....my parents even ask y he bought it 4 me....he told them tat it's ok coz he knew i wanted it....he was really good to all his grandchildren.....i think i was his fav.....but he passed away when i was in pri 5....i remember tat week was my bday n he was in the hospital.....he had some internal injuries from a fall n his condition was bad.....on the 14 dec, although i could celebrate my bday with my cousin, i still had to go to the hospital at nite.....it was really a torture coz his condition was getting bad....tat nite it was my aunt who was at the hospital....n so my family went home....but in the early hours of the morning on 15 dec, the phone rang....i picked it up n pass the phone to my dad then went back to slp.....i didn't realize who was it or wat happened until i woke up....my grandad had passed away peacefully.....i was really devastated by the news.....he was the closest person to me other then my parents....me n my cousins would always go over his house during the holidays, he would always bring us out n bought us things....he really was the best grandad....even when we were walking back home, i couldn't help but think bout it all.....i really wish my grandad was still here....then she came to my mind again....wat's wrong with me??? i dun really know y....mayb she is so really impt to me n i fear tat i could lose her.....i really surely need some help.....oh ya....liverpool won...so glad they did.....3rd place is cliched now....happy?? or sad??? think abit of both ba....whatever i seems, it is juz not perfect.....never.....

@ 2:12 PM

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