for 2 weeks in succession...fri was at home watching s-league.....so wan to go out n hang with jon n the rest of the group....been long tat we last had dinner 2gether....2moro is finally sat....i juz wan to slp n play football....23 may is also near though...tat's the day of the CSS charity soccer....as an alumni, i bo bian muz give face lah....playing with jack, jim, wt, gavin and haikal....hopefully we can go one further tis year....past 2 yrs we got no higher then 3rd....but we r improving every year.....but we need to play more games 2gether to understand each other better....i roughly know the playing style of jim n jack...but it's never perfect....so we muz train more....oh ya...downgrading my psp version....king kong is helping me....really boring to have only 1 game so far...so once i get it back, at least can have more games to play....and up till now, i still haven buy something for my VIP.....tues the day and i still dun know wat to get....gotta find time to go buy....RP still haven give me any reply yet leh...think mayb i stay in ITE....after tat then c if wan go NS or poly lor.....anyway juz finish watching Gal Circle.....i m kinda a slow watcher lah....suppose to finish the show last week but lazy n no mood to watch...quite nice a show esp the para para music....very cool....the characters r quite good though....got Suzuki Emi, Toda Erika and my fav, Natsuko....all very pretty or is cute a better word to describe them.....next show to watch is Dragon Zakura.....
delaying is only time-wasting, action is time-consuming but getting it in the end is time well-spent.
@ 3:52 PM
* Wednesday, April 18, 2007 *
2 days after returning to sch.....i feel much better....1 mth without my ite frens to crack jokes n create nuisance was so boring...now the gang is all back causing trouble....same class with most from my former class....rafie, vin, afro-man n the king kong....it's good to have someone u know in the same class as u r.....it makes the time spend there more relaxed and the time also goes by a little fast...kinda not used to the time-table yet...lessons all at 8....but some days go back early so it ain't tat bad lah....
feeling lost somehow....been doing a little thinking...how long more should i wait b4 i take action? 1 wk?? 1 mth?? half a year?? i dun wanna delay it any longer....although i got time with me to get things done the rite way....but time waits for no man....if i delay it a little longer, things can change drastically....but there's a little animosity or should i say some dodging going on....either way, it's freaking me out...it's not how i wan it to be....how do i change it now?? send me a sign...
i m losing tis battle and i am afraid of losing the war....
@ 1:37 PM
* Sunday, April 15, 2007 *
i so hate the new time-table......damn!! start at 8 every single day.....no more waking up late on weekdays for the next 6 mths...tat's like so injustice to someone like me who hates waking up early in the morning....but at least some days, classes end early....still waiting for RP to give me a reply....it's been 5 long freaking weeks and counting...how long more r they gonna take.....sports or engineering?? still making tis tough decision.....the group nowadays is getting a little divided....normally, on sat we always hang out at the soccer court even if some r not playing....but now it seems only those playing will turn up....lesser ppl playing now....occasionally we dun even have enough ppl to play against ourselves....think it's bcoz during our holidays we hang out alot....mayb when sch starts, weekly soccer games will involve more of them, i hope....now juz hoping the game later won't b a disappointment....
@ 8:51 AM
* Friday, April 13, 2007 *
wat a week!! it's ending soon...meaning holidays are going to b over....nnnnoooooo!!!! quite short....anyway, didn't really do much lately....the whole of mon was at home slping...jaded from work...tues, i went out with the rest....i, jimmy n raymond headed to sim lim first....i wanted to get external HDD....need to back up some files...then meet jon, kw n jl...ate ljs for late lunch n then we went to the arcade for a while....after tat, we went around looking for presents....walk the whole of marina square n suntec but couldn't find anything....so boring....we all went home after tat.....i, kw n jl went to jon's place to get some anime n shows to watch....reach home bout 12....wed was abit boring though....nothing to do when i woke up other than watch shows.....kw came over around 3 to get something......later at nite, went over jl place for the liverpool game....but instead of watching...i fell aslp....tired....around 6.50 met ivy at mrt station to pass her the money....then back home...only manage a few hours of slp....now so restless....nothing much to blog bout....days are so boring now.....mayb when sch starts, more interesting things will happen....
@ 7:13 AM
* Monday, April 09, 2007 *
finally, work is over...i need to SLP....tired....juz finishing watching Nobuta...not bad a show, but the ending abit sucks though....yesterday manage to play football despite the rain....it stopped at 5.30 so we could continue our game at 6...iwas suppose to meet jim at 6 at mrt station but i was late...reach the court almost 7....the grass area behing the court was full of water...and everytime the ball goes out of play, my shoes would become like so damn wet....played till lights out as usual....ate mac 4 dinner n reach home bout 12...slp at 1 and woke up at 5.30am for work....couldn't really focus...too tired....even now also no mood to do much....gotta rest my mind...lack of slp...yawn....last week of holidays to really enjoy....nothing to do...but better then nothing....coz i m so gonna complain when sch starts of not getting enough slp....in need of rest....
@ 1:52 PM
* Thursday, April 05, 2007 *
Scofield said tis to Sucre in Prison Break...'if we lose ourselves, we lose everything'.....it really makes sense though...wat would really happen if we lose ourselves?? so i should not sink too deep into thinking bout her all the time.....i should think of ways to make it rite....i will not lose myself so as not to to lose everything tat is impt to me....it's a brand new month and soon ite 2nd year will start soon...i haven even had time to take a break to rest....it's always work, work, work....only have a week to enjoy n catch up on my slp....on leave 2moro to go support christina...she's the keeper of her class gals football team....i promise her i will b there....so i now can a few more hours of slp....gotta work tis weekend though....last few days...get the cash n then i can get the stuff i wan....including the liverpool home kit.....costing bout $100 but i dun care....club honour n glory...they won tis morning's game, 3-0....i scored.....or should i say my fav player, Gerrard...semis is on the cards....Champions League glory.....Come on Reds!!!
@ 12:16 PM
* Sunday, April 01, 2007 *
sorry to ivy n yt.....n the rest of those who were at sbw park yesterday....(tag if u guys were here)....was feeling a little down....sitting all alone at one corner of the beach while the rest were all at another side.....thinking bout things tat had a big influence in my life.....lots of things....her, football and most impt, my grandfather....i will always remember how he dote on me so much.....there was tis one time tat i kept pestering my parents to get me a remote control car but they didn't.....i kicked up a big fuss n so my grandad told me to listen to my parents n say i shouldn't keep asking them to buy it for me....but the next week when i went to his place, he gave me a remote control car....my parents even ask y he bought it 4 me....he told them tat it's ok coz he knew i wanted it....he was really good to all his grandchildren.....i think i was his fav.....but he passed away when i was in pri 5....i remember tat week was my bday n he was in the hospital.....he had some internal injuries from a fall n his condition was bad.....on the 14 dec, although i could celebrate my bday with my cousin, i still had to go to the hospital at nite.....it was really a torture coz his condition was getting bad....tat nite it was my aunt who was at the hospital....n so my family went home....but in the early hours of the morning on 15 dec, the phone rang....i picked it up n pass the phone to my dad then went back to slp.....i didn't realize who was it or wat happened until i woke up....my grandad had passed away peacefully.....i was really devastated by the news.....he was the closest person to me other then my parents....me n my cousins would always go over his house during the holidays, he would always bring us out n bought us things....he really was the best grandad....even when we were walking back home, i couldn't help but think bout it all.....i really wish my grandad was still here....then she came to my mind again....wat's wrong with me??? i dun really know y....mayb she is so really impt to me n i fear tat i could lose her.....i really surely need some help.....oh ya....liverpool won...so glad they did.....3rd place is cliched now....happy?? or sad??? think abit of both ba....whatever i seems, it is juz not perfect.....never.....