a short break off work.....no planes to clean temporary so was took to take a 2 day break....juz wat i needed.....can slp in a little n get back some energy for the workload when i return on thurs....injured my arm at work yesterday...i think i pulled a nerve n now it's acting up....i can't really move my arm up....even if i do, i need to move it slowly.....PAIN.....feels like my arm is so gonna detached from my torso....was juz wondering how good it would b if she were here to comfort me.....someone to care for u is a great thing...but tat will never b or mayb not b in the near future....i think....y is it always the case when u wan tat special someone to be with u when u r in trouble or pain but tat someone juz doesn't seem to know??? is it always the way tat u need to lose tat someone u care for but pretend u dun b4 u realize their importance??? i juz hope she doesn't think or feel tat way....i dun wanna lose her.....i know it may seem a little uncalled for but i muz admit tat i m missing her everytime i tried to do something....b it a game of football....or even work....she juz pops up in my mind giving me the strength n motivation to do everything well for her....i need guidance....guide me back to the right path...n no...i ain't gonna give up.....fighting spirit n determination is wat i never lack of.....i will fight till the end, till i collaspe in pain n suffering....even then i will still fight on......tat's wat i m....fight till the game is over....n it will never be over until i called for it to happen.....i m so gonna treat her like a princess if she is with me....never gonna make her suffer at all....no way, no chance, no how....i muz prove to her tat i really care n it's not juz a moment of folly....challenge urself to win, champion....a spirit tat will never die, a flame tat is always burning.....

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