was having the usual game just now and boy, was it tiring...never felt tis tired b4...more runnning than usual....shots was kept to a limit...just can't seem to focus on the game...i told myself never to let anything affect my game but i can't seem to do it...wat was i thinking u may ask....naturally it has to be matters of the heart....dun understand y suddenly she juz pop up in my head....i miss her mayb?? i dun know...at my wits end...been thinking y muz love always b the misery in ppl's life....y can't it juz b sweet...do we really have to go through the pain of not having tat special someone?? haiz...this is life...nothing really goes according to plan...someone plz help me get out of tis misery....i m too deep in tis now...need guidance asap....